Hubby is so worried. He actually went home from work about an hour early yesterday to go lie down. He never misses work. He is so stressed this time. He told me last night it is harder for him every time we do IVF. He hates not having any control--don't we all? I feel so bad for him, but I don't want to give him false hope when I'm not even sure! All I could do was tell him that "everything will be OK." Even if things don't work out this time, eventually it will be OK and we will move on to try again with our frozen embryos.
Speaking of, I'm feeling a little more positive today. Moms are the best! I talked with mine yesterday and she was so reassuring and just wonderful. She reminded me, "honey, if you had gotten pregnant on your own, you probably wouldn't even have a clue at this point! Try not to worry so much and just trust that God is taking care of it!" She is right. I felt better after talking with her.
And, later in the afternoon that dull, crampy feeling was back. I don't notice it as much in the morning, but it does seem to be more prevalent in the late afternoon, evening. And my bbs are definitely tingly/tender...I am not imagining it.
So today, I am feeling 60% like we will get a BFP (big fat positive). That's improvement over the last few days! I pray that I'm right!
Stay tuned...tomorrow I want to write a little about support groups. I have a terrific one that I am so thankful for.
Mrs. W
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